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moved.

goodbye.


marilyn was able to feel at 5:20 PM

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HELLO THE SMART KID IS BACK.

went msia with joanna and jovi. we stayed over as well.
:D
met joanna first and then jovi.
we stayed in this hotel and ya, shop-ed, ate, talked...etc.
i think il be leaving the information as it will take me a long time to type it out. actually im .... lazy.
sorry.
ayes, why am i aplogising.
am taking back my sorry.

anyway, i did bought some stuff, ate, talked...etc but most importantly, i enjoyed myself. wait, in fact WE enjoyed each others company.
talked about stuff that we are currently facing.
well, i DARE to say this.
if the both of you were to encounter problems, i will try my best to help.
or should i say, we will go through thick and thin together.
:D

im looking forward to the october trip and yes yes.
marilyn loves the both of you.
:DD
yes i do.

and do study okay!


marilyn was able to feel at 10:22 PM

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IM BACK.

wahahahas. im going msia with my besties, joanna and jovi.

anyway, do treasure those people around you.

thats what i gotta say.


marilyn was able to feel at 5:43 PM

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REPLIES.

YANHUI*- you better be proud darling. hahaha. if you realise i hardly praise anyone down here. in fact you are the FIRST one i praise. be happy please. and yes, i wanna eat tau huay with you and cousin again. i miss the both of you. (: and i miss talking to your friend and i act as .....you know. hahaha.

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fuck. im stil awake and i havent studied for my pbm exam which is on wednesday.

marketing exam was alright. i think i should be able to pass.
once again, sam helped me t rmb by giving me examples on some stuff. thanks best friend. :D


i hope i wont offend anyone but i know i will but i dont care.





most of you will know why i hate china people so much.
firstly is because of THAT incident which i dont wish to mention.
secondly, they are freaking dumb. they are pissing me off seriously.
thirdly, they are stressing me.

OEI. take exam only what. i know the fucking school gave us one fucking week to study but why cant you all just go out and play/shop? must you all study the whole fucking day. worst still, you guys studied for marketing and you all wrote four pages long and you all kept complaining that you will fail and stuff. what fuck?! i just read thru and i wrote two pages and i dint even complain.seriously theres nothing for us to write. you know the two pages i wrote, one whole page is rubbish. and what the fuck can all of you write. you ppl can write up to four pages.something must be damn wrong up in your head. 30 mins ago, you all claimed that you all studied for pbm and om. after one hour, you all said that you all dint study. is like WOOOAH. one moment this, another moment that.

i know i dont have any good impression for those chinese but they dont have to lie till lidat what. and i know my chinese isnt that good and stop fucking speaking chinese to me. i dont like it. you know i may not speak good chinese like what you all do, but i fucking understand and OEI. im not dumb. you guys cannot speak and cannot understand. AT LEAST I CAN UNDERSTAND.

and whenever i feel like saying something sarcastic to you ppl , il think abt it for a moment and go like '' heck, why shld i bother. you ppl dont even understand a word im saying '' .


okay. im done with complaining.


marilyn was able to feel at 4:51 AM

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REPLIES.

*julia- :D

YANHUI*- hello darling. (: yes, it has been so long since i last met you. alright, we shall catch-up together with cousin okay. let's stayover again. hahaha. love.

audz'- haha. okay okay. you will be the CEO of a rubbish firm and no one will look down on you EVEN ME. see, im so good to you and what about you. sigh. you are damn mean to me please. need to reflect on yourself eh. hahaha.

xueting- okay. i will visit your site after this and hahaha. misses misses. (:

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i just woke up and im feeling so lethargic.

will be having three exams next week and i havent study for it. trust me, i want to study for it but i just cant. too much distraction. once i read the book, i feel like sleeping. too much stuff to remember. i cant study myself you see. i need people to tell me stories so that i can remember stuff. oh, those stories that are funny.


theres something seriously wrong in me but hahaha. i like it that way. and i think i really got short-term memory. really really. okay, maybe that is selective term memory. oh wels.

as you all know that friendster allows people to upload more den 12 pictures, some even go to the extend of uploading 25 or more. im not kidding. check some of my friends and you will know. i enjoyed viewing people's picture and i dont mind if they upload lots of them but i seriously do mind those people who upload their stupid act cute pictures with some dumb pose. i dnoe why but this irritates me a lot. yes, i know you all will say i can choose not to view at the person profile and all but how am i suppose to know if the person upload soo many act cute pictures when their primary picture is those decent kind. okay, shoot me please. i dont care la.

anyway.

this darling of mine got A1 for her chinese Os. hahaha. congrats. (: oh oh, her name is TAN YAN HWEEE. hahaha.. dont kill me but be proud that your name is here.

oh yea, pearlynn got A1 too. haha. congrats.

as for others, if you dint do well, theres stil a second chance. yay!! :D


marilyn was able to feel at 3:23 PM

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i think i better reply first.

anyway, joanna chia shu wen. i promised you i will mention your name here. hope we wil meet up real soon. (:
tong, cya after your prelims. (:
audrey. yes, COE of some rubbish collector co. i will agree with that. your tagboard dont allow me to do so. =

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actually you all can stop reading from here. dont have to scroll down seriously.




















i hate feeling like this. big sigh.



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i woke up today
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room
i hafe myself to blame
for the state im in today
and now dying
doesnt seem so cruel
and oh, i dnoe what to say
and i dnoe anyway

anymore.

marilyn was able to feel at 1:53 AM

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marketing management test is torturing. i cant really rmb what i learnt. okay, nothing new about that. wait, i dint even study what.


was out with joanna after school. i havent been seeing her and i really missed her lots. anyway, i love you my spastic cousin. i wanna see you soon. okay, maybe after your exams and stuff. love.



fi- hey you ass. i dint even see you online. ): how are you anyway.
audz' - hello audrey! i just update. haha. WEEEE!

































































































































































































































































































was reading some stuff and i found it so true abt our personalities. i dnoe why things turn out this way for the both of us. why? oei. i dnoe why are you so mean towards me. okay, maybe im the one but you are much worst compared to me. i really miss you lots. trust me. i really do, unlike you. sigh.


marilyn was able to feel at 11:57 PM

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